FRED DURST PAYS TRIBUTE: BY DRESSING UP AS MICHAEL JACKSON!

Limp Bizkit's frontman took to his Twitter page today and posted a couple of pictures to show his love for The King of Pop by embracing Jackson's famous red leather jacket and diamond glove! He's picture posing in front of a hotel mirror as well as performing the songs "Faith" to a sold out crowd with his band, Limp Bizkit

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and also as Limp Bizkit performs "Faith" in concert!

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I love Fred and Limp Bizkit! <3

<a href="http://twitter.com/freddurst">SOURCE:Fred Durst's Twitter</a>

( Two more pictures under the cut... )

going to work in a little bit, i think this weekend i wanna try to go to an art gallery of some sort, my interest in art has really peaked again, i definatly want to get back into it, i just need to go to the store to pick up some supplies. i love it, its peaceful and relaxing. music as well, i wanna get the band back together asap.

i feel my life finally getting back together. in a good mood lately too.

but i really miss having someone to call my girlfriend, theres something about being able to say to people 'ya shes my girlfriend' or 'ya i have a girlfriend'. theres just something really great about that, as well as it being really comforting. even though its not much different than dating, its comforting and nice. and i miss it a lot. its nice to know when someone wants me as their boyfriend.


well off to work i go.

i am posting only because after talking to people today and typing to people online it has made me feel better. So im gonna type somemore to myself and whoever stubbles upon this.

yes, this past week has been the worst week of the year for me. ive lost the girl of my dreams, i crashed my car, nearly got fired due to layoffs, missed a class, and a lot more which ive blocked out of my memory!

most of this year ive worked on myself a lot, not being clingy, although the girlfriend and i both were like that towards the end, but that happens to everyone, im come to grib that sometimes i get real anxious when i think something is wrong, so now ive decided to get axiety meds to prevent this....

anyway, i need to get anti anxiety medication which i really really really need. keeps me from worrying about eveyrthing all time. etc etc. ive talked to people about it the past couple days, and told me i should try it and it will be life changing before i lose anything else in my life, and i do not wanna lose anymore. not much more to lose though haha. i wanna continue school, get the band going again, get all the meds i need, go to atherapist to talk about my past (thanks jen for awaking me to that) and save 60 dolalrs a week enstead of spending it.

i need to keep bringing these traits i have forward...

-leader

-self assured

-decisive

-self controlled




ive been writing a lot of songs lately, and lyrics and i love it.

...What is tearing me apart makes me feel better.

the antidepressants are somehow keeping me in a great mood constantly. which i like. but i can feel the anger, depression and loneliness creeping underneath those false emotions.  i'm tired of feeling....nevermind. no one reads this or gives a shit. theres no point.

well lately my life as been turned upside down,my previous plan was to better myself and my life, but i think even though what im dealing with at the moment is affecting me greatly on a negative scale, i need to use this as a starting over point.

i want to start saving money, put myself on a budget, i just started school, im going into the recording studio again next week, and i need to look for a new car.

one of the things thats been bad for has been my car, the car that i bought only two years ago blew up. and now i have to finance a new one, which is so stressfull because i'm hurting financially.i also want to go to NYC sometime soon, i cant wait for halloween to go to haunted places or go camping or something cool, i wanna go to Salem with friends.

Have you ever been so tired from working that you felt high? Thats how I feel at the moment. I worked from 930am - 800pm. And the type of work I do is relentless on the body. I can't even describe how tired I am. I wouldnt call this complaining, just feels good to write it down regardless of who reads it or if anyone does. Should I care? no. As long as i feel better, that's all that matters to me.

I took Jen to a strip club last night. It was her very first time going. It was fun, though next time we're gonna bring more money and booze.

This Sunday we are also going to the Projekt Revolution Tour with Linkin Park, HIM, and others. I really wanna see HIM the most. Linkin Park I've seen a lot. Hell, Chester even stepped on my hand once and I could have easily untied his shoe and made him fall haha. But I'm not a mean person so I wouldnt do that. But the opportunity was there.

Theres a documentary about Metallica on FUSE right now. Makes me wonder what it must be like to have a documentary about YOU on TV none-the-less. Or to be in a band that huge and influential. Crazy.

I have a lot of thoughts in my head right now. I sat on my cell phone and broke it in half last night when I was picking up Jen. Just my luck right?

Lately I've been feeling lost. Depressed, lonely, burdened, anxiety, etc etc. A lot has/had to do with the fact that I'm panicked on where my life is headed. The band is once again in baby stages for the third time. Though if it works out  I think it will finally work. I have too much drive and business connections to let this slide. I also want to go to school for a 'back up plan' if you will. Yesterday on my day off I layed in bed wondering when registration ended at Tunxis Community College. I decided to go online and check it out. To my surprise registration ended that day at 6:30pm. I still had time. Without thinking twice I got out of bed and went down to the school and started talking to as many people as I could to find out how to register and where to go. It seemed like everyone told me something different, one person would tell me to go there, and that person would tell me to go over there. No one knew. Me being me, at the very last minute I realized that I hadn't even picked out a class yet. I decided to pick Web Design since that would be easy for me. At the moment I'm only gonna take one class to ease back into the schooling habit.

For the first time in my life I'm looking forward to going to class.

I'm also gonna start planning a major birthday party for Jen. It's gonna be awesome. She's gonna owe me big time. <3

Finally got myself to start making more friends on here, i needed something more exciting to do on my freetime when i use the internet. MySpace is getting more and more boring by the day! im addicted like everyone else, but its still boring.

Well, I decided to finally make a new Live Journal after about a year, this time i plan on adding a lot of people. Soon I'll update my profile on here, as well as on my MySpace which i deleted the other day.

I also finally got a new tattoo, its not done yet but I hope to finish it tomorrow. Definatly happy with it, I can't wait to get more done.

Thats all for now.